4 u dear !. . .

i wish that i could still tell you that i love you..
i mean, sure, we're friends, that's great, don't get me wrong..
but i still wish i could be alone with you, and just put my arms around you,
without whether you'll let me or not..
i think about you everyday, i wonder do you do the same??
do you ever get these random urges that i do when we're alone?
i really hope you read this,
and i hope you think it's me and not some random person,
because you show me this rite, and i thought to myself,
hey, i might post something, so i am..
i just want you to remember all the times we've had together
over the past few years,good time and bad times..
just think about them, and really think about how you feel,
do yo really want to end it? you only have one first true love,
I'd thought I'd found mine..I know i'm not wrong about it..
I wish I could restart things with you,
I know we've been together so many times, and it's never works,
but I have this overhelming feeling that it could if we'd just be how we are now,
as friends, only with a little more than that..
I want you to be able to tell you how I feel, I really do...
but I guess I'm just wasting my time since you seem so happy beings friends..
I just wish I could I could still call you mine..
but you being happy is all that matters to me..
so, when you ask me what's wrong I will lie or say nothing is wrong,
because it's about you..
and of course I'm not going to go to you with my problem when it is you..
I'm going to feel really stupid when you actually read this,
and think's it's from me...
but i'm okay with this..i guess i'm done..
this is all i've been thinking about from i know you until now, though..